2012...

Just a post to say farewell to the toughest year of my life. I have no regrets, no matter how many mistakes I made this year. I'm grateful for everything that tripped me up, knocked me out, made me smile and made my rabbit lion heart skip a beat.

I am so grateful to have hit rock bottom and realised I have so many people around me to pick me up and kiss me better. 

So, so grateful.

But I'm going to make 2013 stellar and there is no stopping me now.

I'm invincible. 

So many lights

My anxiety problems (which seem to be triggered primarily by feelings of 'missing out') are entirely caused by my desperation to do everything. To be everywhere with everyone, experiencing everything and understanding it all.

I just haven't a clue how to manage that desire...

(laurasciacovelli)

RAWR

Things are tough and scary and completely not to plan (but when is life ever to plan?) but I'm going to keep loving and loving and loving until I get through it at all. 

Once I've lived through this I'll never look back. 

So RAWR to everything and everyone (it means 'I love you' in Dinosaur).

...cheeky grins!

BIGGEST APOLOGIES IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE FOR BEING SO...er...ELUSIVE. I promise I'm going to do my best to get everything back on track. In the mean time, hi this is me. 


Actually, no I want to write. This move, across the country, has been the most challenging few (five...) months of my life. The support I thought I had here didn't really exist and so I have had to use my own two feet (as well as my parent's encouraging words) to live and push myself through some really really difficult days. 


And to be honest, I wouldn't have it any other way. 
THANK YOU COSMOS.
You're making me one tough little bunny and this tough little bunny really appreciates it.
Hence the smile. 

Last week on Crown

April  9th to April 13th.  I must admit, this week wasn't easy for me. Whilst Easter was lovely, I felt very lonely and then as my moving day grew closer and closer my anxiety got worse and worse. I must say though, it's nice to have a normal anxiety trigger. Whilst my reaction was probably more heightened than the average person, I do believe that moving into a new place with a bunch of (albeit lovely) strangers was a valid reason to feel anxious!

Marchesa Fall 2012

Ohhhh I do love pretty dresses! I know Marchesa is the same every season but I just, I don't know I love beautiful gowns and pretty dresses so I'm won over, every time.

(vogue)

Happy Bunny Weekend!

Ideally I wanted to post this on Easter Sunday...but FRIDAY IS CLOSE ENOUGH (...even though that's five days late). I hope everyone had a Happy Bunny Day and smiled a lot!